Notes on Violence, Politics,
and the American Mind
This series examines the Robinson – Kirk assassination not as an aberration but as a symptom of America’s accelerating political decay. It traces how left and right alike have failed to reckon with the ambiguities of motive, the distortions of online culture, and the uncomfortable reality that violence has seeped into the marrow of our political imagination. Each essay pushes back against the reflexive sorting of individuals into partisan caricatures, insisting instead on the messy interplay of upbringing, identity, digital life, and ideology. From the rôle of trolling and meme culture, to the appropriation of guns and revolutionary language by young leftists, to the corrosion of public trust when both sides deny the authenticity of evidence, these reflections argue that we are all complicit in licensing violence as political speech.
September 11, 2025
I won’t celebrate any man’s death. I still — against all the enervating convolutions and distensions of the past decade — believe there’s something sacred in every life, even the lives of those who spent their careers cheapening others’. But I’d be lying if I said I could summon grief for Mr. Kirk. What I feel instead is exhaustion — the kind that comes from living in a country where political violence is becoming normalized and people across the ideological spectrum talk glibly of civil war.
This shooting isn’t some anomaly, it’s the necessary fruit of a culture that more and more treats bullets as political speech — and not just on the right. And Kirk, of all people, pandered to that logic. He told us endlessly that such deaths were an unavoidable sacrifice for our rights, the tragic but acceptable collateral of liberty.
All their rhetoric — about “good guys with guns,” about armed citizens as the bulwark of peace — collapsed in real time, in the panicked stampede of his own audience, in the frozen impotence of the very people who were supposedly there to make them safe. The spectacle stripped every argument bare, although no one who should notice will notice.
I worry most about what this says of us — of me — that we’ve grown numb to murder as a civic experience, that our public square is now littered with shell casings. And while many of us still rehearse saying the right thing, in a vain effort to cling to eroded norms, everyone can see how our souls shrug at each new report.
And now, predictably, the cycle will worsen. His death won’t sober the movement he helped inflame; it will harden it. The rhetoric will grow sharper, the calls to arms louder, the conspiracies more unhinged. And the cruelest part is that the very young people he spent years poisoning with fear and resentment are the ones most likely to be radicalized by his martyrdom — shunting the expiry date of this abortion of a movement further and further into the future.
The man who preached division in life may yet preach it more effectively in death, as his followers convert grief into grievance and grievance into yet more violence.
September 14, 2025
The trouble with this whole sordid affair is that nobody seems remotely interested in actually understanding it. A young man allegedly shoots Charlie Kirk, and the immediate reflex — on both sides — is to hammer his actions into prejudicial molds. Conservatives shriek about a radical leftist assassin; progressives flinch and insist he’s yet another far-right lunatic with unintelligible motives. What neither camp can admit is that the nuances of modern youth culture simply do not align with their precious binaries. It is as though they’ve never heard of irony, trolling, shitposting, or the peculiar world where men marinate in memes without ever revealing what, if anything, they sincerely believe.
Take the alleged details: Antifascist slogans etched into shell casings combined with bits of first-person shooter online game culture. Is that earnest revolutionary fervor or an elaborate in-joke meant to scandalize both sides? Who can say? The same goes for his family background — conservative, christian (well, Mormon, anyway), whatever. That does not automatically reproduce itself in the son. If that were true, I’d be a MAGA diehard. Hell, twenty years ago, I was an excellent marksman with a thirty-aught-six bolt action.
Nor does having a transgender partner prove radical leftist sympathies. Anyone who has spent ten minutes paying attention knows that self-loathing and repression can just as easily curdle into reactionary politics. The very fact of that attraction could just as plausibly have driven him toward a far-right effort to annihilate what he perceived in himself as deviance, staging his violence in such a way as to pin the blame on leftists and transgender radicals. In this case, the partner appears shocked, horrified, and in no way complicit. But try explaining that to people who are desperate to score points on Twitter.
It’s especially rich that the left, which has lately rediscovered — within certain niches — a fondness for militancy, counteraction, and violent revolutionary fantasies, should be so eager to wave this figure away as “not one of us” the instant the headlines land. Meanwhile, the right is salivating at the chance to depict him as some perfect specimen of progressive derangement. Both stances are cowardly evasions. Nobody wants to sit with the harder truth: that young men are uniquely susceptible to the fantasy of political violence, no matter the ideology.
The world has seen this before — for example, in the bloody street brawls of post – World War I Italy, when communists, fascists, and anarchists alike hunted each other with clubs, knives, and pistols. The motivation then was not “left” or “right” but the intoxicating promise that force alone could cut through political stalemate.
That’s the real pattern repeating itself. Our rigid categories obscure more than they explain. This isn’t about christian nationalism versus progressive multiculturalism, or even about ideology in the clean sense. It’s about disaffected men marooned in digital subcultures where irony and sincerity blur, where posturing with a gun or a meme is as much about performance as conviction, until suddenly it isn’t.
The refusal to acknowledge this — to see the individual mess of it — is exactly why our politics remain incapable of understanding the violence brewing inside them.
September 17, 2025,
12 o’clock noon
Now that charges have been filed against Tyler Robinson, the outlines of his politics are clearer. What had been speculation is solidifying: over time he became more left-leaning, and especially supportive of pro-gay and pro-trans rights. The caricature of a right-wing groyper provocateur or incel transmaxxer, further to the right than Kirk himself, is collapsing and I suspect more evidence will reveal the same.
Raised in a conservative, gun-valorizing household, steeped in hunting culture, he fell in love with a trans woman, and the internet became the crucible in which his disdain for conservative and alt-right figures who attacked that love hardened. What we are seeing is the mirror image of the familiar tale: if many urban and suburban liberal youths have been red-pilled into reactionary right-wing politics online, here is a conservative youth radicalized in the opposite direction.
This reversal forces us to face an uncomfortable reality. In deeply red parts of the country, many young people who lean left have not abandoned the culture of guns but synthesized it with their politics. (I follow an American heartland trans engineer-machinist on Instagram who is both left politically and an avid gun user, who has been designing a weapon silencer and offering updates on the patent, ATF regulation, and manufacturing progress.) They are not the pacifist caricatures imagined by urban and suburban liberals. They are fluent with firearms and their leftism now carries a revolutionary edge.
However out of character this feels to the mainstream liberal imagination, it signals a turning point in American politics. The left can no longer claim exclusive devotion to nonviolence and civil disobedience. It must reckon with the fact that many of its adherents see violent resistance as both practical and justified, especially in a country where the government and right-wing groups have shown themselves eager to exaggerate, infiltrate, and suppress opposition.
As I wrote before, what corrodes public understanding is the manic rush to scapegoat the opposition. Both left and right, in their haste to spin this act to their own advantage, have undermined the value of waiting for and accepting the facts. The left denied Robinson could be one of their own; the right immediately declared him proof of widespread, militant progressive conspiracy. Both were wrong.
Worse still is the lazy impulse to pathologize him, to reduce the act to “a madman” or “mental illness.” This is a familiar dodge, and a cowardly one. We train young men to target and kill enemies all the time; we call it military service. Why, then, when that same pattern turns inward, do we act shocked? This is not about insanity. This is about what happens when the social fabric disintegrates, when young men, always the most impressionable to the siren call of force, decide violence is the only currency politics still respects.
To make matters worse, even the basic mechanisms of public trust are collapsing. Court-filed evidence — once the bedrock of adjudicating truth — is now treated as just another battlefield for partisan invention.
On the left, conspiratorial whispers insist that the filings are fake, a setup to smear them, supported by sweeping generalizations about “how young people really text,” as though a single generational caricature could explain away the diversity of online expression, especially among that peculiar minority of over-earnest young men. On the right, the charge is different but just as corrosive: claims that supposed AI fabrication is being used to conceal the involvement of Robinson’s partner, whom they brand a transgender radical mastermind, all woven into a grander story of dark-money leftist plots.
Every faction, desperate to protect its narrative, now insists that reality itself must be counterfeit. When even the court record is discarded as partisan fiction, we are no longer living in a society capable of adjudicating facts at all.
Robinson is not some unique monster. He is a symptom. The problem is that violence has been normalized across the spectrum. From those who openly fantasize about the president’s always imminent obituary, to those who threaten civil war in online forums, to those who shot Melissa Hortman and other Democratic politicians, to those who raised Luigi Mangione to the status of sexy folk hero, we have all permitted bullets to masquerade as political speech.
We scoff when it comes from the other side, but wink and rationalize it away when it comes from our own. That hypocrisy is precisely what allows men like Robinson to step forward. We are all complicit in licensing violence as a legitimate solution to our political woes, and the blood now belongs to everyone.
September 17, 2025,
7 o’clock evening
*more of a grumpy aside than anything
I have more thoughts… and I am sorry. The increasingly vapid public carnival around Tyler Robinson is proof that we have lost all sense of perspective and proportion. Between TikTok, Instagram, Reddit, Threads, the site formerly known as Twitter, and this algorithmic hellscape one can hardly find a single sound opinion not distended with all the swollen, bloated torpidity of a moral and intellectual culture in steep decline — if not freefall.
Today, I witnessed one side seizing on his and his partner’s furry-adjacent tastes as though they were the very pinnacle of sexual deviance, while blithely forgetting that animal-human couplings in art and literature litter antiquity. Rule 34 is basically the recognition that wherever human imagination is at work, there will probably also be sex. Priapitic satyrs and fauns cavorting about — half the Greek countryside was occupied with man-goats’ engorged loins. The seas with rapacious fish-women. Renaissance through Belle Epoque canvases are full of swans mounting maidens, bulls abducting virgins, nymphs and oreads pursued by woodland beasts.
Humanity has always anthropomorphized animals and projected its hungers into chimera; to suddenly pretend that Robinson’s quirks mark an unprecedented descent into perversion is less a judgment than a performance of squeamishness masquerading as moral gravity. And while I have no natural sympathy for the furry community, I feel for them the hellish abuse they’re about to suffer.
On the other side, the howling skepticism about his text messages shows an equal incapacity for adult reasoning. (As if I expect anything better than perpetual, societywide adolescence at this point.) Digital forensics is not a séance; courts employ specialists who track provenance with a rigor the commentariat and wannabe search engine sleuths cannot fathom. To dismiss authentic communications on the grounds that they don’t “sound right” is not antifascist resistance, it’s the laziest form of conspiratorial groupthink.
In an era when fakery truly does abound, the wiser course is to rely on institutions — and despite the best efforts of the Supreme Court, the law and the courts more broadly are the only check that have prevented untrammeled corruption and abuse. There are still plenty of people trained to sift real from counterfeit. Let’s not hallucinate one’s own narratives in defiance of chain of custody and technical verification.
(I say this as someone who was once an earnest young man myself who didn’t sound anything like his peers, who always used punctuation, and who has been occasionally accused of writing like AI because no real person in 2025 could exhibit this prose style and because of an unfortunate — but well-documented — love of em dashes.)
It is especially interesting to me that the “obviously fake” text messages from the government would support a solitary gunman, exonerating his trans partner, when speculation by government officials days before was trying to implicate a professional hitman, vast conspiracy, and organized assassination. It sounds a lot like the “common sense” observations that Democrats stole the 2020 election, taking the presidency by an awfully narrow margin and losing just about everything else. Huh.
Together, these two follies converge in this chaos junket on the road to perdition that passes for our national conversation. The killing of Kirk should be treated with sobriety, not because he was likable, but because even unlikable people should be safe from being murdered; instead, the spectacle has become an orgy of projection where private eccentricities are paraded as capital crimes and hard evidence is waved off as transparent fabrication.
And all any of this has shown is that if eye-witness testimony and human memory are as unreliable as we know they are, how much worse is our capacity to rationally interpret information fed to us in erratic, spasmic gobs of digital detritus. What we are watching is not standing athwart injustice, but our descent into a grotesque morality play, where outrage and scapegoating remain the only things that sell and discernment is nowhere to be found.
September 18, 2025
Now that we’ve seen the leaked Discord messages and other new detail in Klippenstein’s Exclusive: Leaked Messages from Charlie Kirk Assassin, the picture gets both more human and more complicated. These aren’t tidbits to marshal for one side or the other — they expose how much our force-feeding of narratives distorts and flattens what is real.
According to friends of Tyler Robinson, he was “generally apolitical for the most part.” One who’s known him since middle school said that Robinson “just never really talked politics,” which is why his sudden transformation feels so unmoored, so confusing to both those who knew him and to the public. He was into camping, gaming, fishing; “Sea of Thieves, Deep Rock Galactic and Helldivers 2” were part of his daily vernacular. These are not the markers of someone groomed for ideological crusade; they are the markers of a quirky, quiet youth with ordinary attachments.
Still, what emerges from the leaks is that Tyler’s opinions, quietly held, were real. He was “open on LGBT issues” and bisexual; his relationships and identity were not political stagecraft (at least not entirely). But nor was he some tidy, uniform leftist — he “believes in the Second Amendment” too. Here, though, Klippenstein misses an opportunity. He repeats that detail as if it marks Robinson’s distance from left politics, but this ignores the plain fact that whole corners of the left — especially among rural, radical, or younger activists — have long been synthesizing gun rights with their politics.
From the John Brown Gun Club to armed queer defense groups to the normalization of shooting sports among left-leaning kids raised in conservative households, the equation of gun culture with conservatism is badly outdated. Robinson’s position on firearms doesn’t complicate his left sympathies; it illustrates the ways the culture of the gun has bled into and reshaped left organizing itself.
But the larger point is this: Klippenstein seems to suggest these contradictions exonerate Robinson of political intent — that the absence of constant, outward soapboxing makes him more confused loner than partisan actor. That conclusion won’t hold. His public quietude does not erase the private convictions he revealed when it mattered most. The act of killing Kirk — no matter how personally tangled or psychologically complex the path to it — was framed by Robinson himself in political terms: “some hate cannot be negotiated out.” That is not apolitical language. That is the invocation of violence in the service of principle.
Indeed, what the Discord leaks really do is vindicate the much-scrutinized text messages he sent his partner. They share the same voice, the same idiosyncratic mixture of meme references, banter, and sharp flashes of conviction. The “Hey fascist, catch!” inscription on a bullet casing, initially treated as a direct ideological flourish, turns out to be a Helldivers 2 reference — but its double valence was exactly Robinson’s register, ironic joke shading easily into deadly earnest. The texts, once doubted by skeptics, now read as consistent with his private communications, not alien to them.
All this complicates the picture, but it doesn’t wash it clean. Yes, Tyler leaned left on some issues, and yes, he embodied contradictions that unsettle neat categories. But he was not a political tabula rasa suddenly scribbled on by circumstance. He was someone who kept his most passionate convictions tucked away, behind a cold poker face, and when they finally surfaced, it was not in the form of some placard slogan or essay, but in a head shot sniped off from move 400 feet away.
That means the temptation to say “he wasn’t really political” is as misleading as the temptation to paint him as a ready-made Antifa assassin. He was neither — but his act, framed by his own words, was undeniably political. And the fact that we struggle to acknowledge that — because it scrambles the binaries we prefer — says more about our cultural cowardice than it does about Robinson’s contradictions.

